I walked away from an ally today. Well he was more than an ally. He was my friend, my confidant and one of my big supporters. I took a big chance putting my heart on the line, which I should have never done. I should have known better than to get comfortable with any one person.
When someone starts accusing me of something, especially after I have provided proof after proof after proof and yet throws the evidence aside, what am I supposed to do? You can't argue with a door knob.
Someone once said to me that truth can defend itself. I am not so sure that it can. I might not be inclined to write on my blog for a while, as I have cried a river of tears tonight. I leave you with this song lyric that describes how I've been feeling lately....
Artist: The Rasmus
Song: Time To Burn
Fear of the dark tears me apart
won't leave me alone and time keeps running out
Just one more life, I'm so sick and tired
of singing the blues, I should turn my life around
Tell me why do I feel this way
all my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
too many bridges burned
too many lies I've heard
I had life but I can't go back
I can't do that, it will never be the same again
and I know I don't
have any time burn
they follow me home, disturbing my sleep
but I'll find a place, place where they cannot find me
maybe I'm lost, and maybe I'm scared
but too many times I've closed the doors behind me
Tell me why..
leave it all behind
cross the borderline
face the truth, don't have any time to...
don't have any time to burn
Tell me why..
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